What have I done to deserve this kind of love?

On February, 2nd 2018 I wrote to myself, ” I woke up this morning and I FEEL like a complete looser. I pray everyday and I have faith that Jesus will restore my hope. I am not sure if I believe in myself, I can’t seem to figure out why these events has happened to me or why they are happening to me. Over the years I have constantly been fighting and pushing forward and searching; while trying everything possible to make myself a better person. I have to motivate myself to get out of bed, I HAVE TO.” Deep dark days, I will never forget. A period in my

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it’s been awhile…

A home is more than just the walls and roof that house us; it’s the sanctuary where life unfolds in all its complexity. In our homes, we craft endearing memories, share laughter, and endure the spectrum of life’s experiences alongside our loved ones. At home, we drop the masks and reveal our true selves. But let’s acknowledge that it’s not always a bastion of joy. Honestly, it can also be a battleground where we sometimes wound those we love most, where tempers flare, and harsh words are exchanged amidst the joyous occasions. While we often reminisce about the joyful times, we should not overlook the moments filled with anger, pain,

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