What have I done to deserve this kind of love?

On February, 2nd 2018 I wrote to myself, ” I woke up this morning and I FEEL like a complete looser. I pray everyday and I have faith that Jesus will restore my hope. I am not sure if I believe in myself, I can’t seem to figure out why these events has happened to me or why they are happening to me. Over the years I have constantly been fighting and pushing forward and searching; while trying everything possible to make myself a better person. I have to motivate myself to get out of bed, I HAVE TO.” Deep dark days, I will never forget. A period in my

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it’s been awhile…

A home is more than just the walls and roof that house us; it’s the sanctuary where life unfolds in all its complexity. In our homes, we craft endearing memories, share laughter, and endure the spectrum of life’s experiences alongside our loved ones. At home, we drop the masks and reveal our true selves. But let’s acknowledge that it’s not always a bastion of joy. Honestly, it can also be a battleground where we sometimes wound those we love most, where tempers flare, and harsh words are exchanged amidst the joyous occasions. While we often reminisce about the joyful times, we should not overlook the moments filled with anger, pain,

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I woke up this morning.

I woke up this morning and I feel like a complete looser. I pray everyday and I have faith that Jesus will restore my hope. I am not sure if I believe in myself, I can’t seem to figure why these events has happened to me or why they are happening to me. Over the years I have constantly been going and going and searching and trying this that and the next. I have to motivate myself to get out of bed and I have to. 02/18/2018

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A Lovely Journey

I’ve always prided myself on my modesty, a trait that runs deep in my family, passed down from my mother and grandmother. They’ve imparted to me the essence of good character. Over the years, I’ve gleaned wisdom from every aspect of my life—my errors, triumphs, laughter, tears, and times of sheer joy. Not every negative circumstance spells doom; I’ve faced one letdown after another, yet through divine grace, I’ve transformed those moments into a life rich with gratitude. I’ve somewhat mastered the art of receiving, giving, and creating love.   As I pondered over my inaugural blog post, I wrestled with what to say and how to express it. How

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An Immigrant In The Crowd

Despite countless visits, the depth of their struggle eluded me. My mother has been a pillar of resilience, steering our family from the depths of scarcity to the shores of a new existence, fueled by her unwavering aspirations. Her spirit, unbroken; her disposition, uncomplaining. Silent were the tales of her being scorned, the arduous days she pressed on despite the gnawing pain of arthritis, with medical relief beyond her reach. She bore her hardships in silence. I have witnessed my father’s tears, a testament to the aching desire to triumph in the face of elusive opportunities—a poignant sight that left an indelible mark on me. The prevailing questions echo with

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